Change

The days are flying by.  My life is changing so quickly.  We are moving next month, my children are growing and changing and last week my Grandfather died.  I'm feeling pulled in a million different directions emotionally and also feeling a million different emotions.  Mostly though, I'm just thankful.  Thankful that I have my health, my children have theirs, they aren't fighting some horrible incurable disease, my husband is by my side and he is who I am relying on when my emotions are my biggest weakness and I am feeling like I just can't do this.  I'm glad I have him.  He is strong when I am not.  The opportunities ahead of us are exciting and I'm trying to focus on that. 

My Grandfather, my Dad's father, wasn't well.  He had congestive heart failure so we knew at some point in the not too distant future he was likely going to pass away, however he had started taking medications that seemed to really be helping him.  He had improved and then one day, he was just gone.  This Grandpa was such a joy and I'm going to miss him.  I'm just grateful that I get to be here for the funeral....